, I had to do something hard today. I should feel...

I had to do something hard today. I should feel better after doing it but I don’t. I don’t know exactly what I was expecting. Not really sure if I was expecting anything. But it needed to be done. And now? I have no idea. I may be even more clueless than I was before. Clueless. I need to watch that movie. Haven’t watched it in a while. It is my favorite after all…………okay, I’m getting off topic. I should really just go back to the book I’m reading.